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2006-08-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

CHAT WITH ME!

I'm leaving Singapore for Shanghai tomorrow. Damn, I'm gonna miss Singapore sooooooo much. My family, friends and all.
I sure miss my site too!

Okay, the link above will lead you to my chatango. I think I can only use the computer on Saturday and Sunday when I'm in my host's house. I doubt she has msn over there so yup! Whatever is it, chatango is for people to comunicate with me when I'm online there:D

Went to Maylyn's house after school. It was like raining cats and dogs then! Both of us were thoroughly drenched. Like, can see through, if you get what I meant. :)

We wanted to order Mac or KFC for lunch since the rain didn't stop, and also that we were lazy to bring the umbrella out. So in the end, Maylyn cooked for me. I think I'm quite useless. I don't know how to cook at all. My home econs prac was totally screwed up then! Ahha

We ate instant noodles(tom yam) plus hotdogs. : DDD & we watched Take the Lead while eating. Nice show, really.

Got back my report book today. I did pretty well overall! : DD Think it's sheer luck. I don't know! hah: PPPPP

2006-08-28T19:16:00.000+08:00

short post here.
I'm like so happy now. New skin!! OMG this is the skin which i've put in the MOST effort. I spent like more than 2 hours on it. And guess what? I only used 3 brushes!! The rest were on my skills. lol

The pevious skin was done in a haste so everything suck big time. This time it's totally different. Ahh..haha I loveeeee this skin man!
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Dad has relent a little. He just asked me to calll him every night when I'm in shenyang. So the trip's gonna resume for me and everything will be like back to normal. So yay! :D:D:D

Gotta go now! I've been using the computer for a looong time already. Yea, byeeeeeee!

2006-08-26T17:29:00.001+08:00

Went out with with mum just now. I bought a lot of new stuff :D
My new digital camera cost about 500+. The memory card alone is $69.90-almost$70! But anyway, I can take about hundredsss of pictures. So yay! The salesperson was one nice guy. I think he knew a lot about customer service, so yea, I was happy. :)
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My mum is v pissed off now. She tried to call Mr Thong many times, but he didn't even answer his phone. So *^&*^#@! She says she's gonna scold him if he picks up the phone later.

Last night my dad told me that he might want to cancel my trip to Shenyang. He said because I'm gonna stay in my host's house for like 2 days and he felt that it issn't safe. Plus, I'm gonna be all alone with my host and her family. I'm not going to have at least a friend with me.
He said, "What if anything happens to you? No one's gonna know!"
Sigh, he's really thinking far too much. I know he cares for me, but that's not the correct way! I bet the school has already prepared a lot of stuff for us, I can't just simply let him cancel this whole trip.

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Yesterday's live shoot was GREAT! I think I shot well but lol, the instructor said that my posture was wrong. I can't wait for another live shoot next year. I wanna get my badge soon.
We robbed the vending machine at HQ. OMG! hah, the tibits will actually drop down if you try to shake the machine. Because of this, we got a lot of free food! haha, I think we've spoilt our unit's impression. :P Clarence and Sam finished up my pack of chips(?) and not leaving anything for me! How bad.

Cheeming is interested in ****!
Jansen is cheeky. I told him on the bus," If you wanna see sexy legs, turn back" AND HE DID SO! haha, miki and peiwen were sitting in a very HBKJGYUFK way. lol
Farihin is cute! LMAO!

2006-08-18T23:03:00.001+08:00

At this moment, I won't be doing much for this site. With all the tests and activities coming up, I find myself getting busier each day.

Look at my dumb schedule..
Saturday-Spinal check-up; Briefing on Educational Trip To SY
Monday-Dry-shooting at Changi NPC
Wednesday-Road Safety Park- Marshall Duty
Thursday-History Test
Friday-Live(?) shooting.

I feel like dying. Seriously! I'm only 14 and this is the already the kind of life I'm leading. Hectic, stressful and all.
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Anyway, let's talk about today!
Lol, my squad's attendance was 30. We kind of broke a record because previously, we had less than 20 people coming for training.
So yea, we were taken to Changi NPC and had some sort of a practice on shooting. They call it dry shoot--with no bullets, of course!
We were then taught on how to use the revolver and so on. IT WAS SOOOO COOL!! If I can't be designer, then perhaps one day, I'll go training in the Police academy and then become a policewoman. :D

It was also this particular trip to the NPC that I got to know so much about the gun. They dont go bang bang by the way.. LOL
Reminds me of someone huh?
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I guess that's all. I don't think I'll blog next week although I'm going to change my layout soon! I've made the main picture, all I just have to do is to change all the colour codings, attributes and stuff. Okay, good night!

2006-08-12T18:30:00.001+08:00

I went to get my flu jab and blood test this morning.
People always tell me that getting an injection is like being bitten by an ant or whatsoever. But boy was it painful!!! My muscle still hurts a little and I can't carry heavy stuff. :(

I got my new bag already! It's the England converse one. The one a lot people went to buy during the world cup fever. I wanted a Puma bag (orange + white) though, but I just couldn't find it! It was so infuriating!!

And I'm back home once again.
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I am going to make my life's most important decision, and I will have to choose either the educational trip to SY or my dry&live-shooting course(npcc).
I waited more than a year to take up the r shooting course, but the educational trip to Shenyang is like once in a lifetime. Of course, if i choose the shooting course, I'll still be going to china, just that I'm going to miss a very important meeting-cum-briefing in Zhonghua secondary.

Actually the educational trip is not at all important to me. I'm only going there just for the fun of it, although it'll be better if I get to learn about some stuff .

I think i'll choose my shooting course. Npcc is my life. ?!?!?! lol

2006-08-08T13:36:00.001+08:00

Hi all.
I've decided to delete my previous post on the National Field Cooking competition because I realised that some of the pictures took too much time to load. Guess I'll post them elsewhere, like a photoblog or something.

Alright, so yesterday was not quite a good day for some people. At least I know that huihui, cheryl and I weren't quite unhappy over some dumb issues.

I find that huihui's getting too hot-tempered nowadays. Like she gets angry very easily and then vents her anger on those around her. I don't understand why some people even bother to please, console or try to help appease her anger. I mean like, hey, would she even be appreciative for what you've done for her? I doubt so, because as humans, we all only see the mistakes & bad things that people do. We never remember their goodness.

Let me first say this. I AM NOT TRYING TO GO AGAINST HER OR ANYTHING. She's my friend, OUR friend. But at times, I don't know if she treat us the same.

I also know that sometimes it may not be entirely her fault. She's stressed out. ( Okay, this doesnt give her an excuse to show attitude).She can't accept critics and she always want things to go her way. Let her do whatever she deem fit and at the end of the day, we'll all see.
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Yesterday, I went to Tanjong Katong Secondary with those peeps who will be attending the educational trip to China-Shenyang during the September holidays. If I'm not wrong, 38 students will be going there.

We had a briefing on that particular trip and were also made to familiarise ourselves with all the other students. There's this girl by the name of Yiguan whom I think is Mardhiah's friend. I once saw her in a neoprint which she took with Mardhiah. Mardhiah is my best friend in Primary School by the way. And come to think of it, I just realised that I've got quite a couple of close friends which are Malays. Cool!

We were also inform that we had to take a vaccination which would help to prevent us from getting Avian flu. The last time I took a jab was when I was twelve...Damn, I don't want an injection!!! And I don't really like my family doctor. He sucks, terribly.
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We had the Ngee Ann fiesta this morning. So yea, basically it was some sort of a fun fair where there are many things for you to buy from.

I helped up at the glitter tattoo stall, together with Cubi and some other people.

Don't you think that this is just so beautiful? Lol, I don't know why but I've got a sudden obsession over glittering stuffs.

That glitter thing on my hand is in the form of a fairy. So pretty right? Lol, Zhihui did the first base for me and I touched up on the rest. :P

I also did a glitter tattoo on my left ankle.

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I just went to Alan's blog and I saw this

Lol, how cute. But I removed all the singlish words. Lol, I don't want my blog to be too singlish.
And to all those who come here for Alan's sake, I'm so sorry that I've deleted that entry. I'll leave a picture here though..

Lol, we won that inter-cca field cooking competition!! : PPP

2006-08-04T23:11:00.001+08:00

The National field cooking cometition is going to take place in a few hours time!

Today's training was quite alright. Lol, those taking part in the field cooking competition didn't need to do physical training and baton drills. :D
I remember that we were made to do a lot of physical training(PT) when we first joined NPCC. At that time, PT was sheer torture for most of us. We had to do lots of push-ups, running and whatsoever. Sometimes I couldn't take it and I just felt like I wanna die. (okay okay, i'm exaggerating , lol)

Oh yah, we sort of polished up our cutlery skills just now. 45 minutes were given to us for planning, cooking, washing up and all. The chicken Sharul cooked was absolutely fabulous , and all of us were like fighting for it.

So, lol, my job tomorrw will be rather simple. I'll be in charge of the noodles and the cutting of some of the wet food. And I'll be doing some of the decoration stuff!!!

Tomorrow's gonna be a great day, I bet. I hope it doesn't because it'll affect my mood tremendously. Like REALLY! lol

I WANT TO WIN TOMORROW'S COMPETITION! We've all been practising sooooo much!

Goodbye and with love , grace

2006-08-02T22:28:00.001+08:00

The last time I blogged was like more than a week ago.
I used to blog frequently but not now anymore.

Homework, assignments, projects are piling up. More tests and and exams are approaching. And like what cheryl just told me, this week seems to be study-week for almost everyone in my class. Well, I'm not refering to those who don't give a damn to anything. But yea, not like I do anyway. :)

So..
This week has been really hectic for me. I got to stay back everyday after school to do preparation for the coming field-cooking competition organised by nas npcc. It's tiring and all of us were only able to balek kampong at about 6. Balek kampong is go home in malay. :)

My teammates were hell unhygenic. They actually used SCISSORS to cut the capsicum. Lol

IM SO SORRY. I WANNA WATCH PROJECT RUNWAY NOW. GOODBYE AND IM REALLY SORRY.

2006-07-20T19:19:00.001+08:00

I've added a menu and changed the way of how my navigation links look like.

This is what I've always been wanting but yea, because of the lack of time, I guess I'll first publish it and then edit my layout another day.

It's not perfect. All the other stuff just went under the "others" link. It's really kind of weird. I've been trying ways to separate them but it's really complicated.

Anyway, I think the Menu is quite cool. :D

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Pamela! I'll link you another day. K?

2006-07-20T15:34:00.001+08:00

HELLO!!!!!
I'm now in the Megamath lab and am having some sort of an IT lesson. Whatever M-Quest they call it.

Macromedia Flash is quite interesting actually. There's no animation for this though. Lol, this design reminds me of National Day.

Okay, gotta go now. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-07-15T12:15:00.001+08:00

HI peeps! I just came back from the scouts campfire about 2 hours ago. I don't have much time to blog..

MY LIGHTSTICKS!!! lol

The gathering of the pugilists was really an awesome one! There were lots of people from the various schools and CCAs who attended this annual campfire organised by the nas scouts.

We were supposed to assemble at 7, but because of the very slow-eaters like us, we reached school at about 7 plus. Campfire had not started yet though.

We even had time to play Captain's ball while waiting for the arrival of students from other schools. So yea, NPCC VS OTHER CCAs.
NPCC won. Like, DUH! lol

Then all of us started gathering at the field and the campfire soon begun. We sang a couple of songs. Np cadets were really enthusiastic! And especially Diyana. She was jumping and dancing about, and I assumed that she was being possessed.

I think this is the BEST campfire I've attended so far. I mean, I SUCCESSFULLY sang all songs without even feeling tired, bored or anything! Cool huh?

For those who did not attend this campfire, you're so gonna regret it.

Gonna end here. I'll publish the rest of the photos another day.

2006-07-15T11:50:00.001+08:00

I often wonder why there are people out there who always pretend to be what they are not. These people, for some reasons, appear to like you a lot and they seem to enjoy your accompany, but there's a lot more to it behind these facades.

They plot ways to see you fall, and gloat over your misfortunes.

I'm not trying to mention anyone in particular, but well maybe I am. :D

[Im going out soon..will blog again later. :)]

2006-07-08T22:04:00.001+08:00

Went to Bugis Junction with my mum in the afternoon, and guess what?!
I HAPPENED TO SEE THE 12 FINALISTS OF SINGAPORE IDOL!!

Jasmine was really pretty!
Lol, I think Rahimah suffers from hyperactivity. Do you rather call that bubbly?

Anyway, I didn't get their signatures because I was rather late. I wasn't interested though. :/

I also went to the National Library since it was in Bugis. Plus, weishan told me earlier on that there was some sort of a fashion fiesta.
One of the men there gave me an application form to fill in. I was exhilarated! I thought that by filling in the form, I could go in and view some fashion stuff. Then my mum asked him what the form was all about and he said that ...

IT WAS FOR THE AUDITION FOR MODELING.

CRAZY FELLA!!!

I was thinking, are you blind or something? ME BEING A MODEL? LOL! Even my mum told me to go in and TRY. *)^(&%*$^%)*(

NO WAY!
Okay, I just had a stupid day.
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I've edited part of my layout. I hope it looks much better than the previous one. I spent quite some time on it okay! Like 3hours. lol

I dont know when's the next time I'm gonna blog. It won't be so soon I guess. :)
GOODBYE.

2006-07-05T17:06:00.000+08:00

HELLO! :D

2006-07-03T11:15:00.001+08:00

I got more than 3 people telling me that they can't see the main picture of my blogskin.

I dont know why is it like that, so DON'T ASK ME!
I'll do something about it, ok?

2006-07-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

I've got some things to share with you peeps before I sign out!

Here are some footballers' worldcup diaries/official websites!
Ronaldinho

Michael Owen

Michael Ballack
There are more, but you can actually get the links from the websites I've provided. :D Goodbye. I'm so gonna have a good sleep tonight.

ATC

2006-07-01T06:40:00.001+08:00

I once said (or did I not?) to blog about ATC when I've got the time. Yea?

Oh well, exactly one week ago, my squadmates and I took the schoolbus to Changi Jetty. I saw a couple of my primary schoolmates there, and although I don't really know them, I knew that I wasn't going to be miserably lonely when I were to be separated from my squadmates.

We took a bumboat to Pulau Ubin. The scenery was qreat, however the ride sucked. I guess Nabilah was a little let down because she was expecting a ferry. Lol, crazy girl.

Upon everyone's arrival at Ubin's jetty, we proceed to the National Police Cadet Corps campsite. It was pretty cool because if I'm not wrong, the campsite was only for the NPCC. :D
The journey from the jetty to the campsite was hell for everyone intially. We had to trek under the scorching sun and all of us were sort of dehydrated.

After what seemed like years, we finally reached the campsite. There, we were separated into different groups. Sam and Hisyam were in the same group as me. Anyway, I didn't feel too happy when the girls in my group arrived. WHY? Because I was the only chinese girl while the rest were malays. I knew communication among us was going to be a huge problem. I believe peiwen and miki felt this way too. Npcc has soooo few chinese girls..

When all administration and stuff were done, we went to collect the logistics for tent-pitching. Guess what? Among the five girls in my group, I was the only one who knew how to pitch the tent. This made me so upset because tent pitching requires alot of teamwork. You should know this if you are able to pitch a tent. I kept wondering what those girls were doing during their trainings. Nabilah and I didn't know whether to cry or laugh.
Cry because we're gonna face the rest of them for another2 days and laugh because we're much fortunate than them..we knew all that we should know.

Seriously, I am so thankful to be in Ngee Ann NPCC. I used to think that my squadmates and I were slacking a lot, but actually, we've learnt and we knew so much. From tent-pitching to lashings, we knew them all. I'm not trying to boast or anything but this is a FACT, I must say.

Dinner and then it was mock campfire. I was trying my very best to enjoy myself despite the fact that the NAS npcc girls were nowhere to be seen. When all was over, we gathered in our own groups and got prepared for the actual campfire on night2. The permanent CI of my group and Jiun Ru came at this time. The CI's name is MIKE and he's from area 9. Jiun Ru and I then became buddies. <3>1,2,3...3,2,1..Teen Titans number one. HAHAHA..this is soooooo stupid man!

When all was over, we went back to our tentage to sleeeeep. I couldn't really sleep but when I finally managed to proceed to my dreamlands, the emergency whistle was blown. IT WAS RAINING! Jiun Ru and I ran to the canteen together. It was quite a thrilling experience! :D

We were made to sleep in the foyer(?) because the rain didn't stop. Plus, our tentage were most likely to be flooded by then. I slept in between Nabilah and Siti. Siti was such a nice girl for allowing me to lean on her. :) I, on the hand, was a big bully. I hate myself for that.

The above are for DAY ONE. There's more to come...

On day2, I practically ate only biscuits for the whole day.
We had some teambuilding games in the morning but it was then cancelled, so we proceeded straight to Kampong Bahru for our lower ATF.
Had some rope obstacles, rock climbing and a silly maze game. It was completely dark in the maze itself. I couldnt see my hand even if i were to put in in front of my eyes. So yea, I guess I was trying to be the bold one by voluteering to lead the rest. I don't believe in whatever myths or curses in the maze though.. Jiun Ru and I were holding hands and making our way out of that dreadful place. It was muddy and the ground was filled with balls, which we thought were balloons. Lol

Trekked back to the campsite for our lunch afterthat..biscuits for me! :D

When we had our fill, we we got our small haversacks ready and were all set for topography(?). I was walking with Hafil and we chit-chatted throughout the whole journey. :)

It was only in Atc that I got to know the origin of fishtail plant. It's funny to think of it but yea, the CI won't lie to us. PULAU UBIN IS SO DAMN BIG OKAY! I walked till my feet sore...

We learnt some survival skills on this day. I got to know that fire is VERY important for survival because it can help prevent mosquitoes! LOL :D

It then started to drizzle and we had to race back to the campsite. Damn the rain, it made me dead beat.

SHOWER TIME!!!!!!
Wtf, I was so elated upon knowing that we'll be given some time to shower! :DDD

Campfire preparation was up next and then came the actual one. LOL! THAT NEMO CADET INSPECTOR WAS REALLY CUTE!!! Damn, he made me laugh a lot..
I also miss CI ridzwan.

Lights out at about 11 plus. Our tentage has got all kind of creatures. From long worms to spiders and crickets to bugs..but I managed to fall asleep at about 12plus. I guess my fatigue explains why I didn't bother about the creatures anymore. Plus, I had insect repellent! :)

It started to pour heavily at midnight and the emergency whistle was being blown once more. My sleep was greatly affected at both nights you know?! Again, I slept with nabilah.

Third day was totally HELL for me. I hated myself and I hated everything. I hated someone for not having basic trust for me. I hated another person for being such an ingrate. Everything, I hated them all.

I don't feel like talking about this whole thing. The experience was quite an unplesant one, but I'm gonna keep it with me forever. Perhaps when I've grown older, I'll find everything so silly. By then, I know, I'll be a much stronger person.

Was officially dismissed at about 11plus. Took bumboat and then a cab back. This not only marked the end of ATC but also the end of my beloved school holidays. So yea, guess that's all. I'VE FINALLY FINISHED SHIT LONG POST.

2006-06-30T08:57:00.001+08:00

TODAY I SPEND ABOUT 8 HOURS IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER. IT GONNA BE THE THE SAME FOR TOMORROW. ONLINE HOMEWORK IS PILING UP...
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Guess who I'm chatting with now?!
JIUN RU!!!!!
Lol, my ATC buddy. She's really nice..We braved through lots of "storms" together, and especially at nights. :D

I really hope we'll meet SOON!

2006-06-30T02:41:00.001+08:00

I was having a 11-people online conversation just now.

Lol, we were supposed to discuss about the online learning assignment but ended up talking about worldcup. -_-
Anyway, my computer kept hanging and I was only able to access the school's site after 20 minutes or so.

ALRIGHT, I DON'T HAVE ANY LESSON TODAY AND TOMORROW. E-learning exercise for all of us! Work from home. I thought it sounds cool at first but NO. Everyone is logging in to the school website at the same time and of course, loading takes a lot of time.

MY SCIENCE HOMEWORK.

Hell man! I'm only SECONDARY TWO and I'm made to research on such a complicated thing. Worst still, this assignment hasn't got anything much to do with what we are currently learning in school.

Seriously, I think that Ngee Ann is VERY ridiculous. Our teachers are actually making use of this Elearning exercise to give us more homework.
Maths, Science, Art, etc. I think there is literature too.

2006-06-28T20:01:00.001+08:00

NEW SKIN.

My computer was totally driving me crazy just now. It automatically restarted when I was in the midst of doing my blog template. So everything was practically gone, and I had to start all over again. Yup, nothing much anyway.

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Anyway, I remember mentioning that I was quite upset the other day. Everything is alright now. * has called and apologised to me. I'm not sure if * really is sincere but yea, I'm gonna forigve *. * should feel lucky because Jesus is forgiving and merciful to me, hence I'm going to be like him to others. If not, I'm gonna tell * that there's a price to pay for hurting me so badly.
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School was great but I sort of missed cheryl's accompany. Not planing to go for that Romeo and Juliet drama though.. Churching on Sunday gotta be a must.

2006-06-28T03:30:00.001+08:00

I'm currently in the megamaths lab. Linear graphs and stuff are helll boring. Unless I'm gonna become an architect or whatsoever, learning how to draw graphs is useless to me . ..

I need to log off now. bye peopleee

2006-06-27T07:34:00.001+08:00

Damn!
I just blogged a really loooong post about ATC and now it's gone. ALL GONE.
Will blog about it some other day.
DAMN
DAMN
DAMN

School was okay. I don't know why, but my mood has since been affected by something which happened yesterday.
I REALLY AM HURT.
I did whatever I could and I'm really proud to say that I've not let myself down.

Miss Kum was right. I shouldn't be bothered about it. Believing in myself is more important. But hell.. I'll still break into tears whenever I think about it.

I'm not going to say much about it. You can ask me what happened if you really want to know, but that also depends on whether I want to tell you or not. So yea, most likely I won't say anything.

Though I feel sad inside, but at least this matter has turned me into a different person. I've now seen what life is like and I really am glad that I could experience such a thing like that at fourteen. From this, I'm going to become a stronger person.

2006-06-19T14:05:00.001+08:00

I've been pretty busy lately.

ALL my homework, assignments and stuff are to be completed in4 days time. That's really short.
And you know what? I feel like a dead meat.

THINGS I GOTTA DO:
get all my homework done
do my JULY's skin
get ready for camp

Note1 : I MAY NOT BE BLOGGING FOR THE REST OF THIS MONTH. Yea, "busy" is the word.
Note2 : This post is for cheryl. :/

2006-06-15T14:40:00.001+08:00

Campfire on Tuesday night was quite great! I bet the Secondary two and three girls really enjoyed themselves. :) I was practically shouting at the top of my voice when we did our performance. Lol

Lima squad guys were so )(&*%%&. We all planned to meet about 2 1/2 hours before the campfire began, but in the end, 2 1/2 hours were waste doing nothing. Cos in less than 10 minutes, we came up with a cheer. (Cool huh?) After that the girls and the guys walked separate ways. Guys went to play basketball and the girls went window shopping. what the helllll!!

Met the Kilo squad few minutes before the campfire. We all decided to combine our performances into one. :DD Lima guys are shit, but I still love them.

My juniors are sooo cute!
Some of them were really shy though. Especially the girls! I wasn't like that last year. I can remember everything that happened during last year's camp. :) REALLY!!

During campfire, Nabilah and I decided to talk to some juniors about the Night Walk. Lol! We really scared them!!! We told them about the code thing and things* that they may see. Hoho.. Diyana said she could smell a strong flower scent. It has been said that this scent comes from ghosts. Lol, I think it's rather silly to believe such things.

CI ridzwan didn't come. :( I don't think NS life will be very tough for him. Anyway, some of the CIS who came were strangers to me. I've never seen them before.

After campfire was a cake cutting ceremony. I don't know what the cake was for but I didn't eat it. Milo alone made me full.

NOW I CAN'T WAIT FOR AREA 9 CAMP AT PULAU UBIN!!!! I wanna make friends with cadets from other units. But it's quite frustrating to know that by the time we return from camp, it'll be the end of the June holidays. I'll be so weary the next day. Whatever then! I must enjoy myself. Netti told me that there'll be lots of rope obstacles. I only completed one out of the 2 rope obstacles during the last annual camp. So yea, I think I really suck at this. : (((

2006-06-13T14:51:00.000+08:00

Sec One Orientation Campfire tonight!!!

Last year's campfire was quite dead, this time it gotta rockkk! LOL
I wonder how my juniors are doing. oh well, it should be lunchtime for them now. I had maggie mee previously. :)

Some random things:
1-I'm meeting Nabilah and some others to plan for our performance later. I CAN'T WAIT!!
2-I'm listening to "Days of Elijah", a christian song
3-I'm eating watermelon
4-I'm at page 23 of the chinese book
5-I did 3 tickle tests just now
6-I'm blogging :DD
7-I'm going offline soon. :)

2006-06-11T06:10:00.001+08:00

You're an ass.

2006-06-11T05:08:00.001+08:00

Watched worldcup live last night. Germany vs Costa Rica.
I can't wait to watch France or Brazil play!! :DD

I only got attracted to soccer recently. In the past, I always thought that it's just a sport where 20+ crazy people chase after one ball.

But now, I get excited easiy over the game.

2006-06-09T04:15:00.001+08:00

I'm feeling SOOOOOO much better now. The fever has subsided. :)

NEW SKIN again. LOL
I ~~like~~ love it a lot. :)

My tagboard is up now, so if you want to leave a message for me or anything, click "lauch shoutbox".
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My mum, brother and I finally went out together for what seemed like years. We had lunch at Sakura and lol, I ATE A LOT. I hope I didn't gain any kilos though.

And I'm so happy now because I'm almost done with my maths homework!
I know to some of my classmates, finishing the maths homework isn't something to be proud of. There are still piles of homework awaiting me.

I've not started reading the chinese book yet but I'm gonna start soon. I promiseeeeeeeee. :D

2006-06-06T04:51:00.001+08:00

OH goodness sake.

I'm having a bad flu. Damn the pills, they make me feel so sleepy.
I've got a feeling that I'm getting fever. My running nose always in turn lead to something worse.

My eyelids are sooo heavy now, and I'm like trying all ways to stop my eyes from shutting. I don't wanna go to bed, cos I'm sure that my condition will worsen if I do so.

ARGHHHH

2006-06-04T22:20:00.001+08:00

Went to church with Serene and Geraldine today.

Lol, i think cellgroup was quite okay. I remembered some chaps' name in just a few minutes. :)
Geraldine and I were quite quiet at first though.

Anyway, most of the people there were really nice and friendly. :D At first I thought that I'd be the odd one, the lonesome fellow or whatsoever. Haha, but I wasn't.

After cellgroup was to like, have some snacks at KFC.

Went to Speedlight after that. It was cooool to see all the youngsters really worshipping the Lord. The main service i always attend was totally different from what I saw just now. All i can say is that I sort of enjoyed myself today.

Went for lunch after speedlight. Yes, EAT again.
And I felt so full.
Oh my, I ate a lot today man!

So yup, next week is salvation week. WHO WANNA COME TO CHURCH WITH ME??? ~~I can give you a kiss.~~

2006-06-03T20:21:00.001+08:00

There's this korean drama airing on TV lately.
MUM AND I ARE LIKE SO ADDICTED TO IT!!

Lol, we actually finished watching the whole thing in a few days (bought the DVDs).
I cried when I watched the last episode. I don't know why, but I found it a pity that Hejun's grandfather passed away before wearing the outfit made by Zhenshu. What the hell. I cried so badly man! I told mum to write a letter to whosoever, stating that they should change it to a happy ending. Lol, she thought I was crazy. :P

The man who acted as Hejun's grandfather is cute. :P

This is the official web of the drama. It's alright if you don't understand Korean language. I dont understand it too! And I can't even read it. :)

There are a lot of interesting korean shows nowadays, and I've watched quite a plenty. :) My opinion is, Korean shows are definitely much nicer than Singaporean ones. I'm not afraid to say that because I think a lot of singaporean shows bore me. Really. There's so much about hatred and stuff. Bleh.
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I (FINALLY) am going to cellgroup with Serene tomorrow! :) Geraldine will be coming along!! Hey, at least I've got someone to accompany me. :)
For more than 10 years in church, I never really got to know anybody. I mean, like mingle around, make friends and stuff. I think that's because I always follow mum to the adult service. Lol, but i'm not the only one okay! I see a few others who are somewhat like me. But the thing is, I won't get to see that cute guy if I go to cellgroup. LOL! :P

Mum's nagging at me. (*)^%^&BVKHF&)^&!!!!
gtg and byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-06-03T04:20:00.000+08:00

(12.40pm)
I've decided to stop using cbox, but it's not because it isn't good. It's great, it's awesome. I just wanted to try something new, and I thought a guestbook would be much better than a tagboard. I thought of haloscan, signmyguesbook and lots of really cool stuff. Then I happened to come across this one---anvilbook. Lol, I chose it because everything about it is simple and neat and also because I don't have to do much. I'm lazy:P

I think I need to start doing my homework already.
Yes, NEXT WEEK. I promise. :P

I don't want to rush everything at the very last minute. Like previously ( during the dec hols), I had to finish reading half a book on New Year's Eve. Worse is, it's a CHINESE book. And my chinese lang is like, SO *^)*(^&(%*&). Can't describe it, but it's definitely not anything good.

So there's another chinese storybook for us to read during this holiday period. I can't wait to die man!

Random quote: An optimist is one who laughs to forget but a pessimist is one who forgets to laugh.
: PPP
I think it's quite a motivational quote.

(1.15pm)
Omg! Guess what. I'm so obsessed with barbie dolls for the past few days!
It's something like suddden addiction, i guess.

But I don't play with the dolls or anything. I design clothes for them. :P
Next week's project runway(episode3) is going to be a must-watch for me. The designers are going to turn their models into dolls!!! Lol

I guess i've not mentioned that my favourite models are Eliza and Grace huh? I like Grace not because she shares the same name as me, but because I feel that there's something in her that really attracts me. I'm not les lah. I mean, she's attractive. Ahhh!
I know! It's her hair!
haha.

JOKES

2006-06-02T08:07:00.001+08:00

A student called up his Mom one evening from his college and asked her for some money, because he was broke.His Mother said, "Sure, sweetie. I will send you some money. You also left your economics book here when you visited two weeks ago. Do you want me to send that up too?""Uhh, oh yeah, O.K." responded the kid.So his Mom wrapped the book along with the checks up in a package, kissed Dad goodbye, and went to the post office to mail the money and the book. When she gets back, Dad asked, "Well how much did you give the boy this time?""Oh, I wrote two checks, one for $20, and the other for $1,000.""That's $1020!!!" yelled Dad, "Are you going crazy???""Don't worry hon," Mom said, kissed Dad on the on top of his bald head, "I taped the $20 check to the cover of his book, but I put the $1,000 one somewhere between the pages in chapter 15!"

Wth, it took me quite awhile to figure out this so-called joke. :)

I don't think I really need holidays. I want to go back to schoooooool.

2006-05-31T05:30:00.001+08:00

I feel so great now. Like I've achieved success or something like that.

SEE?

I'M DONE WITH APRIL'S SKIN IN LESS THAN AN HOUR!

The layout was very messy at first, and I totally had no idea on how to separate the "content" bar from the "blog" one.
BUT EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT NOW! :D

Lol, I love how the pink and purple blend in together.

I'm gonna work on zhihui's skin right after blogging. Ahh, sickening girl. She could have ask cheryl to do one for her, since cheryl is more experienced and professional than i am.
Omg, I can't believe that I just complimented her! Geez

Anyway, to zhihui.
I shan't return you the fifty cents if I'm gonna make you a green skin. x)
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(1.20pm)
Hehhey! I'm gonna skip my lunch! Use the computer for another 2 hours and then I shall take my afternoon nap.
Boring life eh?
But i just love to sleep. :) Am not a lazy pig okay!

(1.40pm)
Mum called a minute ago to ask if I had taken my lunch. Lol, I lied to her. Am wondering if this is the first sin I made today.

(2.25pm)

Zhihui's green skin will be something like that.
I've got not much to say about it because it's just too simple. And the green is so different from the kind of green she likes--limegreen.
Oh well.

I need to go offline now. I've been at this for 03:33:46 hours. My eyes need to rest:P

2006-05-29T09:40:00.000+08:00

OMG! I'M SO SATISFIED WITH THIS ORANGE SKIN.

With photoshop, colour coding is definitely not a problem to me. AHA!

Notice that I've never really used pictures for my skins before huh? OKAY, that's because ..
GRACE SIMPLY LOVES PLAYING WITH BRUSHES. :P

Dinner soon. Wanna join me?

2006-05-29T07:20:00.001+08:00

(11.20am)
I seriously can't believe that I'm using photoshop now. AHA

It's like, so unrealistic?
Okay, I know I'm blabbering non-stop about it, but can't you see that im just so happy about this whole thing?!
LOL

I promised April a pink skin and I'm gonna do it for her NOW. Yes, NOW. haha::P

(11.30am)
Hehhey! Pink skin looks pretty! And sweet too!
I can't believe that I once said pink sucks! :O

(11.50am)
I'm wondering whether to skip my lunch later. Should I or should I not? Maylyn isn't even answering to my phonecall(S). I don't wanna lunch alone!

(12.10pm)
shitshitshit. Maylyn's coming over in a few seconds time. And my room's so messy. Ahhh wth! Having luch with her afterwards. I need to clear my desk! shiiit ass. Okay bye!
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(3.40pm)
Maylyn didn't come to my house, I went to her house instead. We had KFC while watching Moulin Rogue. NIce show, but I didn't cry. Broke record huh?

I've also got my last nail painted. White with pink stars. :)

(4.20)
I realised that I've been using too much of the computer lately. I blog every now and then huh? LOL.
I'm gonna continue with April's skin now. bye

2006-05-29T02:03:00.000+08:00

Hey wow! I'm an early bird!

I'm currently in the process of downloading Adobe photoshop 7.0. The first time i downloaded this programme was about 2 weeks ago when I spent less than an hour to get it downloaded. Yup, it's sort of impossible because my photoshop cs2 took me about3-4 hours. And then I realised that the one I downloaded was Acrobat Reader. What the hell. jnlgjfdhv

So yes, first day of the June holidays and I've yet to make any plans.
''Plans'' as in what to do to spend my time. :)

And oh, I'm not gonna start on my homework yet. Well, this is me if you don't know. I, like zhihui, am a procrastinator. :)

I'm done with the download, and now the installing. Hope it doesn't take me an hour like the previous time.
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Oh goodness sake! I'm now able to use photoshop 7.0. So happy can? It took me about an hour only. And it also comes with imageready. HAHAHA. I'm gonna kiss everything i see later.

ahaha :D

2006-05-28T13:03:00.000+08:00

AHAHAHAHAHA !!!!!

I solved the thing on http://www.mysticalball.com/. It's soooo dumb! Made me rack my brains for no reason.

But to cheryl, it's impossible if the mysteryball didn't show the symbol of the result of your equation. -.- Totally impossible, unless there's something wrong with your maths, which i think it most probably is.
Yes, it's about MATHS. :P

Alright, it wasn't totally me who solved it. My dad gave me some tips. But I'm still a mathematical genius, aren't i? HAHA

2006-05-28T12:03:00.000+08:00

This afternoon I went to my cousin's daughter first month house party. That girl was so cute and her head was sososo soft.
random statement: I don't think I've ever carried a baby in my life. -.-

Anyway, after the house party, mum and I went to Whampoa Drive, which was quite near my cousin's house. Mum used to stay in Whampoa and I also stayed there for a period of time, with my grandmother, when I was young. I'm quite fond of that place because it's where I've spent my childhood days.

We used to have a neighbour who's a bit of a lunatic. I remember hiding behind the sofa each time he walked by.

There are also 2 cubicles in the kitchen-one for bathing and the other for doing business-it's different from the typical toilet whereby everything can be found inside a single cubicle. (Hey, I can still remember okay!)

So yup, I saw the lift--the one which my hand got stuck behind the door and I cried so badly because of the pain. (duh!:)

Lol, I could see that my mum was rather pleased when she (finally) went back to Whampoa. All the memories and stuff, i guess. She said whampoa was her territory. Lol :)

As i was saying, we went back to see the place and we've also found some people who still remember us. Our neighbour said the last time she saw me was when I was 4, tall and SO skinny. !!! I cant believe I was SOOO skinny then. Anyway, she said that lunatic passed away few years ago because of heart attack. I think I now know the reason why I used to have nightmares. Must be the work of that crazy man. hah

I SO miss that place can?
And I like the people there.
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Anyone watch Superband? It isn't as well-known as Project superstar, or is it?
Anyway, my favourites are milubing, qinobe and SOUL :P

2006-05-28T09:21:00.000+08:00

I was planning to go offline (because there's practically nothing for me to do here) when I realised that I've yet to blog.

Nothing much today, just that my mum nagged sooooooooo much. I wasn't even listening to all her rantings. If she want to make noise, so be it. Anyway, I've listened to her noises for years and I'm so used to it now.

I wonder what people do in front of the computer when they don't play online games and don't blog. SIMPLY SURF THE NET?! OR CHAT? That's crazy, isn't it?

Oh yah, by the way, was doing my things last night when one of my seniors said "hi grace". Lol, i must say that I almost died. ROFL. :PPP Because really, I've never expected this senior of mine to initiate a conversation. :D
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READ THIS THING I FOUND ONLINE!

Early one morning, a mother went in to wake her son up.
"Wake up, son. It's time to go to school!"
"But why, Mom? I don't want to go."
"Give me two reasons why you don't want to go."
"Well, the kids hate me for one, and the teachers hate me also!"
"Oh, that's no reason not to go to school. Come on now and get ready."
"Give me two reasons why I should go to school."
"Well, for one, you're 52 years old. And for another, you're the PRINCIPAL!"

ONE MORE!

One day a little girl came home from school, and said to her mother, "Mommy, today in school I was punished for something that I didn't do." The mother exclaimed, "But that's terrible! I'm going to have a talk with your teacher about this! By the way, what was it that you didn't do?" The little girl replied, "My homework."

Laugh out loud huh?

2006-05-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

I'm not going to get my report book unless until Saturday, when my mum gets to meet MsGan. My results aren't considered good but they are acceptable to me.

I don't know what to blog about, so i guess I'll just talk about project runway. The dress Santino designed was awesome but I prefer the orange outfit by Nick. I think everything about it was great--the cutting, the presentation and all. Nick just reminded me of Ashley. lol. I believe nick can stay long in P.R, he won't be eliminated so soon.

Guadalupe's design was amazing as well. Pretty model, Eliza looked extremely great in that outfit by Gua's.

Anyway, I was somehow impressed by Diana's outfit, although the flaps weren't quite well done. She better be more careful the next time. :)

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I was quite upset with someone yesterday-the person cheryl(s) and I were bitching about previously. I'm unhappy with him/her not because he/she was being unhygenic or whatsoever. But he/she said something which totally angered me and cherylg. If being a hairstylist damage your hand because of the use of chemical, and being a fashion designer isn't easy because of the competition, then tell me, which job simply allow you to earn big bucks without even to work or take any risk?

So being a teacher make you lose your voice and being a business man make you go bankrupt huh? Then what about a sweeper? Become hunchback?

Stupid.

And he/she said my designs were too common, like that of the one designed by Heidi. Without the laces, sashes or whatsoever, it's just a piece of cloth. Ok, i accept that, so tell me straight and I'll improve on it. Don't go around telling others that the dress which I've designed can be bought anywhere.

At least I know that I'm only fourteen and if the outfits which I've designed can be found outside, then isn't that a great thing?

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I may be going out later. Being home alone sucks.
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No Survivor on Fridays anymore.
I miss the show so much can?!
Can't wait for the 13th season!!!

Lol, i once asked my mum whether i can join survivor when I've grown older. I was serious about it then, but if I were to ask her again now, it'll just be a casual question. Anyway, mum said I was crazy. She never was supportive.

I miss cindy hall.

2006-05-26T13:22:00.000+08:00

I'm boreddd. I thought those websites would help but they couldn't even entertain meee.

Maybe I should try MAPLE?
GUNBOUND?
or what parapara shit cheryl asked me to download.

wthhhhhh

2006-05-26T10:47:00.000+08:00

HO YAY!
I'm finally done with this skin. Not much changes to the layout- just an extra column by the side with more catergories and stuff. Colour coding sucks big time.

I'm quite impressed with how the calendar turned out to be.It's quite simple though, just that I've never used it before. Okay, so yah, it's for the month of June. I just did it in advance. :)

14 fanlistings currently. There'll be more in future, of course!

Do visit those websites which I've recommended under 'OTHERS'. I think they are way cool. :P
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School was great today. There wasn't any lessons, so we simply watched videos, did our own things, and talked about some eerie stuff. LOL, I've never believed in the presence of ghosts and I don't give a damn if they really exist or not. It's silly to believe about such stuff, it think.

Played a stupid game with huihui whereby we scissors-paper-stone-d. The winner was allowed to hit/pinch/slap the loser's hand. Huihui's arm was all red. Lol!
How to win her: keep using stone. :P

MrLim told us some of his friend's encounter with ghosts. Haha, the stories were so dumb can! Anyway, it was MrLim's last lesson with us, after which he'll go to i-dont-know-where. He's quite a pretty nice teacher, just that sometimes he appeared to be a little shy.
Is shy the right word? Or maybe nervous, i don't know.

To jo: iwantfamousamos. Share?

I'm so gonna miss MissZhu and MissNg, especially. With all the nice teachers gone, we're bound to get very nasty ones for the second semester. What the hell, I'm gonna be very stressed then.

So yah. cheryl(s), huihui and I were bitching about someone when we were in the school library just now. We sure got lots of stuff to bitch about him/her. Haha, girls can really gossip, don't you know?

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2006-05-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

I've got 217 emails in my mailbox and 116 of them are unread. WTH, I'd have to take hours if I were to read them one by one. And who are Craig, Bennett, Randy, blahblahblah??? It's really frustrating to have people you dont know sending emails. Oh, and I doubt these people know me too, considering the fact that some are from UK.

So to Xueting, amanda, baoyi and all those who have been sending me chain mails, please please please leave me out can? I doubt that if I don't forward the emails to other people, I'll be down on my luck. No such thing okay!

Homework not done yet.
dead tomorrow.
bye

2006-05-19T09:00:00.001+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!

i just went to survivor panama web and guess what?
it says that Aras is the sole winner or survivor panama.

Wth, it's not that i dont like him, but i feel that terry deserves it more.
Anyway, lol to danielle. She such an ass. You see, people can be really ungrateful at times. Danielle actually voted out Terry, who helped her get into the top 3 previously.

I'm fine with Aras winning the game. Yeah, really. Cause he's quite good looking.
Wth, how can this be one of the reasons?! okay, he possesses leadership qualities. :P

I still dont understand how stupid danielle could get. Oh well, taking terry with her also means dumping her 1 million dollars. Aw whatever!

OKAYOKAY, I KNOW. HIATUS, right? Yeah, lol.

Site on Hiatus

2006-05-19T08:50:00.000+08:00

I'm currently working on a new skin and may not have time to update this blog.
Yup, so I shall be on hiatus for a few days, or maybe 1-2 weeks or so.

I'm going offline, but before that, I just want to say that my mid year exams are fine.
Fine means i didn't do very well but not that badly either. I passed all my subjects (DuH:), and that's a good thing.
MID YEAR
English: 72/100
Mahs : 86/100
Science: 65/100 ?? cant really remember, but Im sure it's somewhere near 65
Chinese: 56/100! Flunk paper 2 on comprehension but get a pass for overall. I'm disappointed though.
Geography: 69/100 for written exam. :( hell, this sucks
Art: Should be an A :p
HomeEcons: cant remember,lol
Literature: Haven't got back my results but I somehow know for sure that I'd do badly for this. wth

I should have done better. I'm capable of better results! serious.

lol

2006-05-13T07:01:00.000+08:00

My eyelids are twitching after staring at the computer's screen for almost 4 hours.
I've not been doing much, just reading people's blog and looking for graphics to put them up here.

Exams, oh they are finally over. Just yesterday, Maylyn told me that we'll be getting our results on monday. I definitely hope that it wont be true. I mean, I've got a feeling that i wont do well, and mum's going to be very disappointed in me.

Actually I dont see any point in studying. In the past, I study for my own sake, for my own good, now Im studying because I'm made to do so. Yea, sort of being forced to.

i want to work. loll

Hah, i had a damn weirrrrrrrd dream last night. I dreamt that miss gan was chasing after me for some sort of stupid reason. No matter how fast i ran, she eventually caught up with me. Like for example, I was climbing up the stairs while she was chasing me from behind. I ran to the lift lobby, took the lift, got down to the first storey. And there there, the lift door opened, and to my amaze, she was standing right in front of me.
lol

Im going to check the dream dictionary cheryl once mentioned to me. All dreams are sure to have a reason for appearing. yeah? Does it mean that i'm running away from reality? Or that im under pressure or whatsoever? Lol, i really dont know. this is so weirrrd.

SURVIVOR PANAMA
Just when I was beginning to like Shane a little, he got casted away last episode and had to join the jury. Too bad.
And I dont really like Cirie. She's so fake! Looks really can be deceiving. Yes, i admit that she's playing the game well, which is why she can hold on till now. But I'm sure she won't last long. I dont know, we shall see next week. :)

Poor Terry. He almost won the sixth consecutive immunity. AWW! I hope he'll get the million dollars because in my opinion, he really has what it takes to be a Survivor. HOHO.

Can I just end here? Mum's already nagging at me for using the computer since morning. :(
byeeeeeeee

2006-05-12T01:16:00.000+08:00

I feel so sorry for her. Her cousin died two months ago and now she's feeling so lonely, so lost. As much as i wanted to help, I know there's nothing I can do for her. She has to help herself, she has to be strong, and only then will she get through this.

I've never lost a loved one. I didnt feel anything when my grandpa or uncle passed away, maybe it's because we weren't so close. Plus, I was so young then. BUT trust me, I know how you're feeling right now. It must have been hard on you. Life is like that. There's always a beginning and an end. We live to die, it's just a matter of time.

You will overcome this, my friend. You've got to spare a thought for your friends and your family. I'm sure it saddens them to see the state you are in right now. Please be strong, alright? <3

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2006-05-10T14:56:00.000+08:00

IM SO GLAD THAT THE MID YEAR EXAMS ARE OVER!!

But Science paper was hard. I couldnt handle most of the questions. Plus, it was so stuffy at the back, I was perspiring thoughout. ;p

The questions in the science paper were like, so complicated! I never came across questions like those. I dont think im getting an A this time round.
Maybe i would have done better if I studied a little harder. Lol, the time i spent on my revision yesterday was less than 3 hours. And i didnt even study before that. I depend all on my memory for this Science paper.

I'm not gonna worry about this kind of unimportant things anymore. It's just like an other typical exams, so why should i fret over it? Silly me lah :)

Im gonna talk about my weekend. :P
I was in church with mum on sunday when i happened to see this guy who resembled ;;;;; They were like, omg, two identical twins. Same uh, size, bespectacled, not so tall but not too short either. lol
I didn't expect ;;;; to attend the same church as me. I mean, there are so many churches in singapore, and i thought that was too much of a coincidence. I'm wanna ask ;;;;; BUT MY MSN ISN'T WORKING! *^&%(^$&^WTH!

Now about this blog of mine.. It seems like there's something missing but i cant figure out what it is. I dont know what to do with this site. Ive try ways to improve it but something is just missing. Awwww. MAybe i should get a new skin? A new layout or something? Idontknow. Im gonna be so free for the rest of this month anyway. I'll have ample time to make this a better blog :D

2006-05-06T09:00:00.000+08:00

I'VE MADE A BLINKY!
haha

it wasn't so well done but at least it's one of my proudest achievement okay! I spent an hour on it.

I don't know where to put it so let it just be here for the moment. :P

'cos He saw you
while He was on the cross
He said 'it's worth it, you justify the cost'
so He stayed right there and withstood the pain
To cover our sin and our shame
HE SAW YOU Pacer

Under the shadow.

2006-05-06T03:30:00.000+08:00

Geography is finally over. :DD

The test wasn't quite easy but I wa able to manage most of the questions.

Sitting at the back really is distracting. I could hear Ms teo's voice from where i was sitting. I mean like, she was next door, and i could hear everything so clearly.
And so, the bell rang thrice, giving me a shock each time.

Sitting right at the back can be quite fun though. Can do my own stuff without the teacher's knowledge. :p

Back to geography, I was annoyed when huihui told me this morning that we wouldn't be tested on environmental crisis and ozone depletion. Like wtf, i spent the whole of last night reading on ozone depletion, and even neglected POLLUTION.
This wasnt the worst.
WORST WAS THAT HALF OF THE GEOG PAPER WAS ON POLLUTION. Aw..I simply wrote everything I know.

There's this funny thing. My answers for questions 3a and 3b were written on 2a and 2b. AHAHHA. Had to re-write everything which was just a waste of time.

'cos He saw you while he was on the cross
He said 'i love you;
i came to save the lost
just believe my child,
and then you'll see
what you could be in me, in me.
HE SAW YOU by Pacer:DD

2006-05-05T08:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO. I'm back here once more. :)

I've finally finished the chapter on global warming. Shall get started on pollution tonight.

And i forgot to mention something just now.
I actually noticed something on my digital clock this afternoon.
01 02 03 4 5
Yes, this was exactly what I saw!

For the sake of those who are slow and still don't understand, 01 02 03 4 5 means 1:02pm and 3 seconds. 4 and 5 is 4th may.

:DDD
this happens like only once in a thousand years? well, maybe more.

2006-05-05T05:29:00.001+08:00

Will be taking my forth geography paper tomorrow. I know I shouldn't be using the computer at this time, but I really have no mood to study now. It's not as if I'm gonna fail badly if i dont do my revision.

Right?

I'm kind of stress right now. I dont know what i really want. Maybe I should just stand in front of the mirror and ask the person behind it what I should do to make me feel better.

I'm feeling so confused over i-dont-know-what! It's the weirdest kind of feeling i ever experienced.

Okay, so here are the chapters ive got to study for geog.

1.settlements

2.map reading

3.water

4.water scarcity

5.water supply in Sg

6.Air pollution

7.Water pollution

8.Water pollution through oil spills

9.Land pollution

10.Global warming

11.Effects of global warming

12.Depletion of ozone layer

& more, more and more.

Out of all these, I've only managed to revise on three chapters up till now.

I'm like only left with few hours to study! Awwww!

Did a button to match this skin of mine but i wont be posting it until i feel like it. bye.

2006-04-30T12:55:00.000+08:00

Was chatting with chen pei just now.
A very very very short conversation.
hahas :P

My brother will be spending his night at granny's place tonight. He just wanna stay up late to watch soccer.
Anyway, it's good NOT to have him around.
I can spend longer hours using the computer.
I can watch television programmes till midnight. :D

oh yah! to all ladies,
please wash ur undergarments and make sure that they are dry and clean before wearing them.
You wouldn't want to see larvas crawling out of ur nipples, would you?
SO GROSS MAN.

Haha.

2006-04-28T22:57:00.000+08:00

FINALLY A NEW SKIN
for the month of may.

Ignore the may crap now.
aha

there are some problems with the colour codings.
I WILL CHANGE THEM SOON
VERY SOON
okay?

:)

2006-04-27T14:42:00.000+08:00

Im so scared and worried now. Spent a total of 3-4 hours on home econs and now my printer cant work. Ive got to send to my mum's office so that she can print it for me. BUT I CANT LOG IN TO MSN! The thing kept prompting me to troubleshoot or what crap. IT DOESN'T WORK AT ALL!

IM SO DEAD SO DEAD SO DEAD
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
I FEEL LIKE BURSTING INTO TEARS NOW!

2006-04-26T21:16:00.000+08:00

YAY YAY! I've created a new blogskin. :D The image plus layout took me about 2 hours.

I've got no plans of changing my current skin, so i guess i'll either use it next time or submit it to blogskins.com. :)

This is it. :)
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Huihui cried today. I guess she's so so so stressed up. Told her that there isn't a need to be so serious about schoolwork, projects or exams. I dont even study for my tests now. Hah

Yup, so there are a couple of things which i've gotta hand in on friday.
~~Art~~
Home economics :(
cme booklet or whatsoever(im not planning to do it 'cause I dont even know what is it all about)
etc etc..

Plus the higher chinese exam on friday. Ms toh said we've got to study for it even though we wont be tested much. It's more of reading comprehension, so i guess i'll just read through the chapters to understand them.

lalala-
Cheryl is done with home econs now. I really need to rush to complete it tomorrow. Dont have the time to do it now 'cause my brother needs to use the computer. bndfbjdfh

I dont know what to blog about, so i guess that's all. x)

2006-04-23T17:49:00.001+08:00

Went churching with mum and i saw this very cute guy. HAHA
I think he's of the same age as my brother.
I always see him in church.
Wonder what his name is :))

I MAY not be going to school tomorrow.
Got fever last night and it hasnt subside.

Cheryl said that she once had fever and it lasted for only a day.
Aw i cant afford to skip school tomorrow. x)
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Okay, so i was talking to mum about my childhood just now. When I was in nursery, mum used to walk me to my nursery school. And as we were on our way there, we would usually see army guys jogging or exercising and stuff. Real cool! There would also be lots of "flying" worms on rainy days. I've got no idea why they could "fly", so i guess they just dropped down from the trees or whatsoever.

Mum actually remembers some of my nursery and kindergarden schoolmates!

I told her i miss my childhood and she said someday maybe, she will bring me back to my nursery school. But there have been quite a lot of changes over the years, so perhaps i'll see something which i dont expect to see.

I wonder what i've been doing for the past years. Doing the usual routine like going to school and stuff. Guess my life is a little dull. I NEED SOME COLOURS IN MY LIFE. hah

2006-04-23T17:49:00.000+08:00

2006-04-23T12:36:00.000+08:00

Oh dammit

I JUST REALISED THAT IVE GOT ADOBE IMAGEREADY ALL THE WHILE!!!

Cheryl, please teach me how to use it someday. :D
I'll forever be in debt.

Didn't go for that band concert. I dont even regret it! I'm sorry zhihui/jo, but music isnt really my type.

My day is god damn boring.
Woke up in the morning at 11 and watched superband till i-dont-know what time. Then i spent about 2hours on my art research. I guess im not gonna do the topic on "movement" anymore. The research on this would be very time consuming.

I wonder why so many people dislike ms gan. This is random but i just feel like giving my opinions.
Well it's not that I like her a lot or whatsoever, but i merely see her as a typical person-teacher. I understand that she isn't as good as miss tan BUT she is, afterall an adult and i feel that we, as students, should give her a little bit of respect.
I think it's a little hard on her.
Aww, and i dont know why i pity mr fong as well.

TERRIBLE!
I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME.

Will be catching CHINESE PALADIN--xian jian qi xia zhuan on channelU afterwards. Probably when i go offline in a few minutes time. Ive been staring at the computer screen for like 6 hours already! AWW
The television programme which ive mentioned earlier on really is a good one. HAH, and i think that the female lead is drop dead gorgeous. :))

BRUCE had to leave Survivor panama exile island last night. The pain he suffered from constipation was really unbearable, i guess. With bruce and sally leaving the game, I wonder how long terry is going to last there. It seems like everybody want him OUT. Poor thing.

I miss sally :)

2006-04-22T09:01:00.000+08:00

Blogging in maylyn's house now. :D

School today was great!!
We took our english SA paper this morning. I dont think i'm gonna do badly this time round. :))))

Had pepper chicken pizza during recess.
Went out with the same people for lunch.
None believed that I actually play maple, which was kind of disappointing. jajaja.

Maylyn is rushing me now. fjhgjhnhi. gtg :D

2006-04-17T20:37:00.000+08:00

Helloooo!

I just had the sudden desire to blog about what i dreamt last night.
(lol, cheryl's post is also something about her dream)

Anyway, the person i dreamt of was CI ridzwan. It's kind of ridiculous, you know? I mean, i don't think nor miss him at all and i dont know how the hell did he appear in my dreams.

In my dream, he became a tall yet skinny man after national service. lol, nabilah told me this morning that he has, in fact, grown much ~~fatter~~ stronger.

okay, ridiculous dream i had.
But i still hope to see him back in npcc. It's kind of weird not having him around in our trainings. Tough trainings we had when he's around, but he's quite a nice chap actually. :D

By the way, did anyone notice the change in my BLOGskin?
It's pretty obvious right?
Kind of simple yet took me 2 days to complete it.
I'll TRY to create a new skin/layout every month PROVIDED IM FREE. :]

easter

2006-04-13T15:13:00.000+08:00

I most probably won't be able to blog for the next few days.
Churching and stuff, plus all the homework assignments, i don't think i'll even have time for leisure.

Okay so, HApPy EASTER IN ADVANCE!!

I knew i wouldnt be getting any easter present, so i bought a KINDER egg for myself yesterday. Ahah. Ive not eaten it since primary two!!

I'm still hoping to receive something for easters though.. =P

The Sports meet was not okay.
The rainy weather dampened my spirits.
I didn't cheer a lot. Nor did i really enjoyed myself.
It's like so different from last year can! I don't even give a damn now.

Cruised back by mrt to tampines mall. Gaoyang, teckli, chankai, zhihui, cheryl and I.

We saw a super cute guy on our way to pastamania. Large eyes and spiky hair. :P

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Is it really late now? It seems like many have gone offline. I still wanna spend an hour or more here bUT IM SO BORED!!!
I get bored easily. Needa find something entertaining. hah

2006-04-13T06:54:00.000+08:00

HELLO!!!
I'm in maylyn's house now.

and i've been a great help to her.
I HELPED HER FIND THE LAPTOP WHICH HER DAD HAD BEEN HIDING ALL ALONG!!
wahahahs

Went to Shop and Save with cheryl, asyraf and cherngjye just now. We bought snacks for tommorrow's sports day. : D cherngjye donated a mere 2 dollars. :/

Aha
I can't wait for tommorow okay!

2006-04-12T11:01:00.000+08:00

NAS VOLLEYBALL C'DIVISION GIRLS GOT THE CHAMPION FOR THE NATIONALS!!!!!

OH MY GOSH!! I predicted this even before the match started! I really am psychic! lol

Didn't cheer a lot for the girls though. Would like to save my voice for the annual sports day event this coming thursday. :) I bet it's gonna be so grand. Can't wait to see my friends from Dunman high too!!! It has been one year already and i sort of miss them. :D

Went for a hair cut yesterday. Mum didn't make an appointment with Genie, wtf, and i thought she did! SO I WENT THERE AND THE OTHER HAIR STYLIST TOLD ME TO PHONECALL HER. *^(%%$(
She said I had to wait for an hour or so for her arrival.

So i went to another salon. I cant remember the name but it's beside the 24hour clinic in 201. The simple haircut cost me a bomb man! I could have bought my purple OP bag with that sum of money.

Got 18/30 for english situational writing. I think it's not very good. Mr Lim shouldn't have embarassed me in class. I just did a spelling mistake. What's the big deal?

Lol, im going to take my dinner soon.
And im gonna be so dead for tommorrow test. Trust me. :/

2006-04-09T13:08:00.001+08:00

Tanveer went to Canada few weeks ago.
I asked him to take me there and he said, "dude, im not so rich." lol

AND IM SO ECSTATC BECAUSE I FINALLY GET TO SEE CHRIS ONLINE!!!!
AHAHAH! I ADDED HIM FOR LIKE AGES AGO AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IM SEEING HIM ONLINE!! LOL. IM SO HAPPY TODAY except for the trip to that temple.

2006-04-09T02:42:00.001+08:00

Going to XXX temple to sao mu in a few minutes time.
I hate it. I only go to churches.

I dont even know what's sao mu for. Sigh

2006-04-07T19:30:00.000+08:00

I can predict that I'm so gonna fail Home economics.

My noodles were overcooked!! It'll be a miracle if i dont fail this practical test. I don't know what's wrong with me. Just feel like banging my head against the wall.

I MISS ZHIHUI'S FRIED RICE AND TECK LI'S PASTA!!!!!!!!
Lol, I dont feel like blogging anymore. :/

2006-04-05T06:26:00.000+08:00

I'm bored. There isn't much i can do.
Just waiting for the rain to stop so i can go for training.

I seriously dont feel like attending training. The mood isn't there. Even if I were to attend, I sure wouldn't be able to absorb anything that is being taught.

fuckfuckfuck
I need to find something to do now..

2006-04-03T19:50:00.000+08:00

I've added a video clip.
Go and watch it.
:DD

2006-04-02T17:31:00.001+08:00

Post deleted on 29December2008.
Reason because I was disgusted over myself fan being a fan of this guy from campus superstar.

2006-03-30T19:20:00.000+08:00

Im not an avid blogger, so i dont blog frequently. I do so only when i feel like it.

Well, things hasnt been great for me lately. My temperament has worsen A LOT. I dont know what's the cause of this and i dont wish to elaborate any further.
I feel that I've been keeping alot of things inside me. In the past, I would speak my mind, now, even if i feel unhappy about some things, I wouldnt want to let others know. To me, it isnt something good.
I badly need someone whom i can confide all my problems to.

I also think that I'm not very good in maintaining close relationship with others. For friends, it's like that.
For him, well, we arent close anyway. The feelings for him seem to have faded already. Not that I've completely gotten over with him, but that I dont really seem to care about him anymore.
I guess it has all been wishful thinking of my own part. Thinking of the past, I feel that it's stupid of me to wait and hope. I do think of him once in a while lah..

So ive finally updated. yay yay. :D

2006-03-16T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hello people!
sorry for not updating regularly. :)
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I reached school at about 10 this morning and was ordered by huihui to do this and that the very moment i stepped into the classroom. She wanted me to finish drawing 20 caricatures in 45 minutes time. Like wtf, I'm not her servant okay!

So fine, I listened to her, and I drew the caricatures on the wall. But 20 was really a lot!!! I told her that I needed some help and she, wtf, said she can't draw.
WHY THEN SUGGEST CARICATURES IN THE FIRST PLACE?!

I took a break, did my maths homework, and there there, she started to nag again. I was controling my temper all the while but she tested my patience, so we almost had a heated argument.fcuk

Things turned up better during lunchtime. :DD
We did graffiti outside the classroom. It was nice!!

I guess we did more than we actually did yesterday.

Went out with the NP girls yesterday and guess what?! Siti brought Matt along. :/ Thank goodnesss he didn't window-shop with us. He's such a stingy fellow! I asked for $50 and he said he have none. vbnvgfhn
We all got a bag each from pasar malam . I thought the bag i bought cost $15 but it was only 10 bucks! How muddle-headed! pasar malam things are cheap but of low quality. hah

Mum says she's going to get me that purple OP bag if I'm good. LMAO! :D

And yes, not forgetting Gabri. We had a 2hrs online conversation just now. He said he want his name up here. HAHA. :)))

BYE BYE

2006-03-09T23:13:00.000+08:00

I've got an ulcer just as I had expected. -_-
Thanks to old ~~chankai~~ chang kee.

Treasure-hunting at east coast park was fun.
Inline inline inline-line-line
haha, it's super lame okay!

Went out with friends to get paint after school. Ms Gan gave us only a hundred! So little can! Shall return the pathetic one dollar coin to her tomorrow. x)

I've yet to pack my things for npcc. it's service day tomorrow.
It has been 1 year already!!! :O
whatever.

super short post, i know
bye

2006-03-07T15:36:00.000+08:00

I'm not quite happy today.

Firstly, no one has yet to return me my books. Which means to say that I've got to buy new textbooks. walau eh!

I told miss zhu about it and she said that I've got to redo everything in the Home Economics workbook. hjhhjfjivdf!

Failed my english ~~test~~ ca. This is my first time failing english okay!
Cheryl thought that I'll cry, but i didn't. I was just feeling unhappy about it. Whatever, I will do well for composition, I guess.
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Gordon came all the way to the front during reading period and told us that register 1 to 10 should be reading blue colour coded books. Like wth, is there nothing else better for him to do? Chris said he's more kiasu than the girls. I think he's extra.

And wang really is hljkhugfn! She said that we are not being respectful to her when we did not settle down the moment we came into the classroom. Hah, she has yet to see what other classes are like man!

Okay, all these are very random. I'm just typing whatever things that come into my mind.

And yay, no maths test tomorrow. I'm gonna screw it up if there happens to be one. Tralalala

Went to tmart with gy,ck,tl,hx ,zhihui and cheryl after school. The guys kept going ruuu in front of cheryl. AHAA!

Bought milk tea for Jo and we delivered it to her house. But she didnt open the door lahs! And then I learnt that she was bathing! hahaha

Go and view winnie's blog people. I never knew she had a blog. haha, she's cute lahs.

2006-03-07T08:01:00.000+08:00

Was helping zhihui to look out for some green skins when i happened to come across this one. Love it lots.
You know it's really rare to find a green skin? Especially one that is exceptionally nice?

Was shocked when i saw joshua luke in the morning. I didn't bring my 7 habits sketchbook. Whatever, we didn't use it anyway.

Then it was Maths. Wang is so ()&%&%$%( can! She was trying to write some things on the board but her ~~huge~~ body was blocking me. I didn't get to see what she wrote. It's not as if she has a nicee figure whatsoever.
I don't know why we get all the lousy teachers this year. :((

Geography was after recess. I spent the whole period doing the maths homework. I've lost my maths textbook. That's why I've got to finish everything in school or else i'll be so dead tomorrow.

Hah, and I realised that I've been slacking throughout the whole weekend. My zhou ji and homework are not done yet. I guess this week's gonna be very hectic for me.

Tralala..Music was so hhdbfjhgkuv! I've got nothing to say.

I want to do the online maths quiz now. bye

2006-03-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

Hello people.

I just had my dinner. Hor fun is niceeee! :)

Was chatting with matthew just now.
He's sooo sick!
I feel like pasting the whole conversation here!

He's reaaaally really sick okay!

Went to tmall with maylyn after school. I loveeee window shopping luh! Bought some accessories and clothes. :)
alallalala-

geog test totally suck!
I'm so gonna do badly for it.
I dont even understand a single thing on the mindmaps.
Studying from the textboook is better i guess. It provides more information. :)

Oh, i just remembered something. Was supposed to do apex this morning but skipped it. Why? Cause Qishan changed most of the dance steps. Like wth, we didnt even rehearse! How to dance then?!

O' levels posting result will be released tomorrow.!!

2006-02-27T10:48:00.000+08:00

WTH, that guy who hacked fattah's account came to spite me again.

And he's trying to convince me that he's fattah and has already changed his password. Like wtf, he's not even fattah! I tested him by asking him some questions and he couldnt answer them.

Using the password that fattah once gave me, I tried to sign in. IT WAS A SUCCESS! Hah! so that hacker doesn't know how to change msn password. Dumbass!

I got rather annoyed so I asked him if he's Eric. And he said that he is and that he loveees winnie. Like walau, would someone admit to such things?

But who knows? Mybe he knew that I wont believe him, that's why he admitted to it.

*^&*$(*)%^&$^$%&%&%#$@!%

Anyway, I've helped fattah changed his acc password. And I'm going to make eric tell me personally that he's the hacker. He better watch his back tomorrow.......mf

2006-02-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

I'm bored bored bored now.

Tried to study but failed to. :(
cant concentrate.

Coach luke did something with us. Whatever, I dont know what is it called. he made us choose a shape which we think most suited us.I chose triangle, then spiral, square next, etc.

Those who chose triangles normally turned out to be entrepreneurs. Haha, triangle people normally have lotsa leadership qualities, and are direct and focus. :)

Did badly for maths. I want an A1!! I think i got b3?
I wasn't feeling as bad as the previous time. Maybe 'cause I've tried my best. I really did okay. Stupid zhihui. She thrashed me in almost every maths tests!!!!!!!!!!

life science tomorrow!

http://www.asknlearn.com/eduservice/forum/download.asp?id=214858&f=Picture%20147.gif

found this in gera's blog. this is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo stupid. haha

2006-02-14T16:50:00.000+08:00

I couldn't find my hcl w/s last night and ended up searching high and low for it. spent half an hour but to no avail.
So half an hour was gone just like that..

Gave up my search and decided to ask miss toh for another piece the next day.

It has been said that it you keep on trying, then you'll eventually succeed.
What bullshit!
If someone has taken my w/s whatsoever, how then will i be able to find it?

If it's gone, then it's really gone. There's no use clinging on something tightly when you know that you won't be able to have it. Giving up may then be a better choice.

Wait, what am i talking 'bout?

Uh, let's shift the topic to my studies now.

I think i've been lagging in my studies lately. Maybe not, i dont know. Either cheryl or zhihui reminded me about my birthday yesterday. I'm turning fourteen soon but I think that I'm still not that ready to move on to the next chapter of my life.

Everything seem to be happening so fast! Sometimes I still can't believe that I'm actually a secondary two student now.

So I'll be having a maths and hcl test in a few days time.

For maths, It's not the pass or fail that matters but whether I'm able to get an A1 or not.I did badly for the previous test on variation. I don't want to disappoint myself this time.

busy now. bb

2006-02-09T19:02:00.000+08:00

I spent a whole two hours sewing the formation sign on my np uniform. It was such a waste of time! I could have done many things within two hours; like watch tv, use the computer or even study!

School was okayyy. I think I know who the waterbomb-guys are. Oh, and cheryl was really pissed off just now. :D

We were divided into 5 groups during hcl lesson, and were also told to promote on an item. Cheryl spoke the most. qiang(3) jing(4) tou(2)! lol
S$500 on an item used by ji gong isn't expensive at all! People just dont know the value of that fan. tsktsk

Maths next. I'm dreading Chee's lessons. He make me wanna fall asleep!

Got 18 for english composition.
Wong is so strict in marking!
Mrs Lee never gave me marks lower than 20 before!!

I
CAN'T
WAIT
FOR
TOMORROW
!!!

don't ask me why.

2006-02-08T09:40:00.002+08:00

Post deleted on 29December2008 because I used too many vulgarities. Unforgiveable.

npcc

2006-02-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

I'm so hungry now that I can finish 2 bowls of rice for dinner!
lol

Npcc training was so tough today. I returned home in an awful state. My hair was messed up and my whole body was so damn itchy. Why? 'Cos we had to lie flat on the field with our face facing down! wtf!

Running to mr dustbin or to the cd shelter as a punishment was okay to me. BUT I DON'T WANNA DO PUSH UPS! My hands are so rough now!
Okay, so now I understand why guys' hands become so rough when they finish their National Service.

Thinking about the punishment now, I think that it's quite cool. lol. I'm addicted to pain, zhihui knows this. :)

There're 2 things which make me feel much better now. Firstly, I was appointed as one of the squad's IC. This means that it's my responsibility to take note of the absenties and the reason why they're absent. More duties would be given to me in future, I guess.
Anyway, I've got HCL lesson so i'll be late for training every week and that there's no one to take the attendance. I'm gonna sabotage Jansen! *grins*

Second thing. I've received my Basic First Aid certificate. I passed my test!!! :)
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This is a conversation between my dad and his friend..
dad's friend : How much did your daughter get for her edusave?
dad: $500
dad's friend: Impossibe lah! My son only get $300.

WTF! I was so angry when I heard this. What did he mean by impossible?! Trying to say that his son should be smarter than me ? Walau eh! This kind of person should go and die.

I don't feel like blogging anymore. byes

2006-01-25T06:40:00.001+08:00

Post deleted on 29December2008 because I am horrified with my support for this person on campus superstar.

23jan

2006-01-24T08:18:00.001+08:00

After a long hiatus, I'm finally back! Anybody misses me?

School was as usual. There wasn't any interesting stuff, just that Joshua Luke is so gay. He expected us to say Can you please do it again and again and again? Eee! The thought of him can send shivers down my spine! GROSS!

We were given a geography log assignment too. Sigh

& yah, I don't think that the guys are going to finish decorating the red banner. I planned to stay back and help them but decided not to as I'm not yet done with my Literature and reading log entries. What's more, I don't wish to be the only girl there after the rest have gone for their CCAs. :/
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Yesterday, our church pastor told us that Diana is the name of a buddhist goddness. Because of this, my mum has decided to change her christian name. Rofl. I suggested Claire but she doesn't like it. Then I'm gonna name my child Claire in future. :D

Guess that's all. I shall blog again when I've got the time.